overtime

here i am in office do overtime. trying to rush my work because my colleague is on leave and left only me to do all the quotes and tenders. there is a list of things i am working on :-
1. Womens' Shop @ Four Seasons Hotel
2. Armani Jeans Corner @ Isetan Wisma (lucky all furnitures & fixture supply by Client and we only need to install)
3. Reinstatement work to Fancl @ Habourfront
4. Tender Questionaire to Siemens' tender submitted today
sounds alot? that is why i am doing OT! poor me. havnt have my dinner yet. just drank a can of coke (i am a sinner!) and some biscuits (finish my last packet, need to replenish). going to wrap up soon because tomorrow i still need to work. hopefully i dont need to work so late so that i can go and enjoy my weekend!

human relationship

human relationships are such complex things. if it is not taken care properly, the relationship will turn sour. sigh. it is so tiring to manage human relationships. so many things to take note, especially when i am a stubborn/blur blur/carelessness person. i might end up hurting someone unintentionally.

update

things seems to be clearing up at home...but dont know it is for the good or for the worse. me just pray hard that dad knows what he is doing and not regret what he had done later.
this whole week, dear is outstationed in shanghai and will only be back on sunday. sigh. guess have to ask the gals out this saturday but seems like kinda 重色青友？hehe!

loneliness

loneliness is something i fear most. it made me feel sad. it made me feel restless. it made me helpless. it made me feel weak. it made feel vulnerable. i hate IT!

......

things are not getting better at home...all because of what dad had done on thursday night. he actually wanted to let his friend's friends (3 indonesia women) to stay over at our house for a few days and he brought them over without discussing with mum. of course when my mum know it, she strongly object. then dad's face become as black as 包青天! in the end he have no choice but to take the luguages away. how can dad agree to do such a thing without considering all the factors eg, safety of the people at home, what is the background of those women etc.? god know what will those women do when no one is at home? oh god. how can dad be so foolish in agreeing to such things? think he just want to be good in front of his friends. friends to him is always in the first position. whatever ask him to do, he will do it. sigh. trouble brewing at home already....

lust or love?

how do one differentiate between lust and love? i think lust is short and love is eternity. therefore my liking for pullip is lust and liking for blythe is love. but i cant help falling in love with this latte pullip...
isnt she lovely?? is there any kind soul out there who is willing to get her as a gift for me in order to curb my lust?? ;)